Lets get lost in a world of uncertainty
And I am jealous
of your tattoos and how long
they will stay with you
after I go.
- Clementine von Radics (via ifnothingelsebekind)

(Source: clementinevonradics)

I do masturbate but I want real sex. And my mental disorders play on my fears which make me depressed. I hate it! Do I just tell my OCD and anxiety to shut up or what? It makes me really sad....

The second time I had sex I was so scared I cried, but I just took a lot of deep breaths and kept reminding myself that it was indeed what I wanted to do and with who, I just needed to get the fear of the pain out of the way cause that was what was giving me anxiety, but yeah, just kinda remind yourself like ‘Hey, I want this, I want this right now.” and take deep breaths to get your body to relax.

asked by Anonymous

     “We’re not dating, but we’ve come to trust each other in such a way that when people look at us they think, ‘Oh, they’re so close. They must be a couple.’ But an intimate relationship doesn’t have to be sexual—he turns me on intellectually and we wholeheartedly enjoy each other’s company. We feel that we’re each other’s surrogate true loves.”


im not even a 2nd choice im like an 8th choice sometimes a 10th

(Source: muareen)