Lets get lost in a world of uncertainty
And I am jealous
of your tattoos and how long
they will stay with you
after I go.
- Clementine von Radics (via ifnothingelsebekind)

(Source: clementinevonradics)


I do masturbate but I want real sex. And my mental disorders play on my fears which make me depressed. I hate it! Do I just tell my OCD and anxiety to shut up or what? It makes me really sad....

The second time I had sex I was so scared I cried, but I just took a lot of deep breaths and kept reminding myself that it was indeed what I wanted to do and with who, I just needed to get the fear of the pain out of the way cause that was what was giving me anxiety, but yeah, just kinda remind yourself like ‘Hey, I want this, I want this right now.” and take deep breaths to get your body to relax.


asked by Anonymous
portraitsofboston:

     “We’re not dating, but we’ve come to trust each other in such a way that when people look at us they think, ‘Oh, they’re so close. They must be a couple.’ But an intimate relationship doesn’t have to be sexual—he turns me on intellectually and we wholeheartedly enjoy each other’s company. We feel that we’re each other’s surrogate true loves.”

kfcofficial:

im not even a 2nd choice im like an 8th choice sometimes a 10th

(Source: muareen)